I received this book for free from Rock Star PR in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.
Series: The Secrets of a Rock Star, #1
Published by Grand Central Publishing on January 26th 2016
Genres: Fiction, Romance, Contemporary, Erotica, Contemporary Women
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When the rich and famous come out to play, nothing is off-limits . . .
Everyone knows Ricki Hamilton as the icy heiress living in a billion-dollar mansion, high up in the Hollywood Hills. But few realize that behind the gilded gates, Ricki is the mistress of LA's most exclusive private club. A place where no fantasy is forbidden and no one goes unsatisfied-except for Ricki. If she had her way, she'd leave the business behind . . . until she meets the one man with the power to change her mind.
The hottest rock star in the world, Axel Hawke, has the requisite sexy look and bad-boy reputation. Yet even his biggest fans have no clue just how decadently dangerous he can be. From the moment he meets Ricki, he knows there is no other woman who will satisfy him. He can feel the heat hiding beneath her cool demeanor and he's determined to stoke her flame.
Together Ricki and Axel indulge their every desire. The deeper they go, the more she craves. Submitting to Axel opens her eyes, and for the first time Ricki knows exactly what she wants. All she has to do is take it . . .
Talented erotic romance author Cecilia Tan starts her new series, The Secrets of a Rock Star, with the compelling and emotional novel, Taking the Lead.
Upon the death of her grandfather, Hollywood heiress Rikki Hamilton finds herself and her younger sister the new proprietors of her family’s hidden private BDSM sex club. Rikki had known of her family’s proclivities toward kink but has personally always kept to a more ‘vanilla’ sex life. To satisfy the terms of her grandfather’s will, Rikki must manage the club and prove herself independently in the business world before she can assume her rightful place at the head of the family’s billion dollar entertainment conglomerate.
Rikki is too busy trying to get the men in her life, both at work and those associate with the club, to respect her and listen to her to even consider the idea of submitting to or obeying a man. The concept is practically abhorrent to her. That is until she meets Axel Hawke and Rikki discovers a way to let go of her control and learn to trust. Rikki spends the entirety of the novel vacillating between her own desires and what she should want. Luckily for her, Axel proves a patient man.
Axel is the frontman for a new successful rock band who has recently decided to embrace his domineering sexual inclinations and explore the BDSM lifestyle. The spark between Axel and Rikki is instant and red-hot. Axel quickly recognizes that what they have discovered between them is more than simply chemistry – it’s the basis of a much deeper connection. Convincing Rikki to accept his love and commit to him, and their shared desires, is a task Axel tackles with a blend of determination and understanding.
Despite his bad boy rockstar persona and BDSM preferences, Axel is actually a very sensitive and thoughtful man. Axel finds himself turned upside-down by the enormity of his feelings for Rikki. He’s a sexy rocker who could have almost any woman yet all he can think about is Rikki and a future with her, leading to this great exchange with his best friend (who wonders if his fascination isn’t just the great sex):
“You’re not convincing me that this is about your heart and not your dick,” Mal said with a bored-sounding yawn,
“Okay, how’s this? I just fantasized about her for an hour. Know what I fantasized about? Introducing her to my mother.”
“Oh?” Mal sat up a little. Apparently I had his attention now.
Rikki has a messed up family life and its drama has left scars, as a result she doesn’t always treat Axel very well. Were it not for the alternating first person points of view between Rikki and Axel, ,she would have been a very difficult character to understand and sympathize with. Axel’s reaction to Rikki’s negative behavior toward him was addressed in a way that was true to the characters and their relationship. Without that scene I would never have believed a future between the two was possible.
Cecilia Tan delivers once again with Taking the Lead, proving why she’s the standard-bearer for quality, emotionally driven erotic romance.
Excerpt from Taking the Lead
“Okay, where were we?” Sakura drank a bit more of the sake. “Last time I’m going to say this: if Axel did anything sketchy, beyond carrying you off for a lark, anything that violated the rules of consent, then his name is mud in the BDSM community and you definitely shouldn’t be inviting him to join your club. But nothing you’ve told me so far really sounds all that sketchy. He carried you off, you willingly had some light role play and heavy sex; you played the submissive role and had, if I’m not mistaken, some of the best sex in your life. And that’s why you’re upset.”
“Because the sex was good?”
“Because you discovered that letting someone else be in charge is a turn-on for you. Ricki, let me assure you, being submissive in the bedroom isn’t the same thing as being subservient or second-class to the pushy men in your life.”
I dug in my heels. “That’s easy for you to say because you’re dominant.”
She sighed. “The other thing is, really, if something’s going on in your head, it’s probably got more to do with you than with him. The way to straighten it out is to talk it out with him. Axel may be fairly new to serious dom role play but I know for a fact that he knows about aftercare.”
Aftercare. I huffed. He’d tried to take care of me and I’d kicked him out. Sakura was making sense but I couldn’t quite put it all together in my mind. It was a lot to take in at once. “Okay, I confess. The thing is, when I’m near him? All common sense flies out the window, Sarah. I literally can’t get together with him to talk about this without melting into a puddle.”
“Ahhh.” She seemed to think that explained a lot. “Well. Have you tried calling him?”
“Of course I haven’t. I don’t even have his number.”
“Yes, you do.” She gave me a sly, knowing smile. “I programmed it into your phone before I gave it back.”
“You sneaky thing!” I pulled my phone out to see if what she said was true: sure enough, there was an Axel Hawke in my contacts now.
There was also a text from Paul. Schmitt’s pressing me to schedule an appointment with you, his message read. Y/N?
“Tell him he can have an appointment with me after he gives me a slot to address the CTC board of directors,” I said aloud.
Sakura sipped her tea. “Huh. Speaking of pushy men in your life. Schmitt?”
“How did you guess?” He couldn’t want to talk about the upcoming kinky dungeon party. He’d want to meet with both me and Gwen for that. “I have no clue what he wants now. I guess I have to meet with him to find out.”
“Don’t be silly. Have Paul get an agenda from him. No agenda, no meeting. If the items are too sensitive to put on an agenda, well, that gives you the answer in another way.”
“Right. Why didn’t I think of that?”
“You’ve got to stop thinking of yourself as at the beck and call of these guys in suits, Rick’. Start thinking of yourself as the Queen of the Universe whom they all serve.”
“What are you talking about? I’m already Queen Bitch of the Universe twenty-four-seven these days and I’m tired of it, Sarah.”
“Tsk tsk. I didn’t say bitch. You do pretty well with your staff; I’ve seen it. You’re firm, fair, but very definitely in charge and demanding your due.”
“But they’re my employees. Of course I can be all leader-like with them.”
“And I’m telling you, act like that with these executives and lawyers in the club or they’re going to treat you like Cy’s little girl forever.” She set her sake cup down. “You’re afraid that being a sub in the bedroom means you’ll be submissive to these jerks, too? Don’t let it happen. I don’t care that they’re three times your age. You can buy and sell every one of them. Act like it.”
“I have a ‘game face,’ ” I said in my defense. “Ice queen.”
“Drop the ice and just think queen. Think: crown on your head.” She pointed to the top of her own head where a tiara would go and I felt myself sitting up straighter without even trying. “Demand their respect and you’ll get it, Ricki. Axel already respects you a hundred times more than these assholes.”
I tried to imagine what getting on the phone with him would be like. Part of me longed to hear his voice again. But what exactly did I want to say to him? Could I make him understand the reasons why I couldn’t be with him? Could I make him understand what was going on in my life? “I just don’t know, Sar’. What do you say to a guy who’s turned your whole world upside down?”
The door slid aside and there was our waiter with a gigantic wooden tray shaped like a boat in his hands, well laden with a display of fish as colorful and gorgeous as a jewelry display at Tiffany’s. He sailed it onto our table, gave us another smile, and then retreated again. The arrival of such a feast distracted us completely from the fact that Sarah never answered my question.
About Author Cecilia Tan
Cecilia Tan is “simply one of the most important writers, editors, and innovators in contemporary American erotic literature,” according to Susie Bright. RT Magazine awarded her Career Achievement in Erotic Romance in 2015 and their prestigious Pioneer Award. Tan’s BDSM romance novel Slow Surrender (Hachette/Forever, 2013) also won the RT Reviewers Choice Award in Erotic Romance and the Maggie Award for Excellence from the Georgia Romance Writers chapter of RWA. She lives in the Boston area with her lifelong partner corwin and three cats.
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